where is the sun?

awww its such a gloomy friday morning!!

ok first of all, what am i doing up so early in the morning!? its 7:50am now for goodness' sake. going to birch run later with tommy and hongye at 9 later. coming back at 2. basically all that i am doing for the day.

a few songs ringing in my head right now...

爱情让人靠的太近， 忘了留点余地
孩子气，起世我只是输不起
我们泠着大雨，不知何时才能放弃
坏天气，藏开了彼此语也不会听

ok, first of all you have got to realize that i took like 5 minutes to type all those chinese words out. and yes, i know this is an old song, but yea i just heard it so pardon me yah? lastly, no no i am not a stephanie sun fan (protest vehemently), but i particularly like these 4 lines. don't ask me why. kind of depressing, these words.

"so you sailed away, into a grey sky morning
now i'm here to stay, love can be so boring
nothing's quite the same now, i just say your name now
but its not so bad, you're only the best i ever had
you don't want me back,
you're just the best i ever had

so you stole my world, now i'm just a phoney
remembering the girl, leaves me down and lonely
send it in a letter, make yourself feel better
but it's not so bad, you're only the best i ever had
you don't need me back, you're just the best i ever had"

my my... isn't this like the best break up song ever? particularly reminiscent on this grey sky morning.

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没设么能够给你
爱你也许要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自竟
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你使我情飞得意

yes yes i know! its a dman bloody old song! but hey hey u gotta admit its still pretty sweet yah? such bashfulness only makes you smile.

我知道
以往的
锤弱的
烦恼的
寂寞的
压抑的
感受谁都有
不知道是不是只有我
痛苦的
矛盾的
独自承受
明知道放弃了才想保留
明知道过去了才要补救
我知道
瞒据的
快乐的
完美的
依恋的
事情都难以长久
告诉我是不是每个人都看不透
谁能够？

yea this is an emil chau song. for those of you not acquainted with me (why would you be reading my blog then??), i love emil chau songs. not the recent trash. the oldies. now those are his best songs. this is one of them. nice words.

你爱我还是他？
是不是真的他有比我好
你为谁在争砸？
你爱我还是他？
就说出你想要的真心话
你到底要跟我还是他？

nice david tao song. eunice introduced it to me.

okok before you start to think that i am becoming a chinese song freak, i'm not! but yea i don't know why these songs are ringing in my head. maybe they will ring in yours too after you've heard them.