a load off my sholders, really

i'm really glad that i've exorcised this five year old ghost in my past. well, i dun really know whether its for the better, but at least i've come clean. i'm disappointed that i did not have the guts to approach this problem before, but i guess this is a situation where being late is better than never. i just hope that i will not lose forever the one that knows me best, the one person that i need, because of my past folly.