Two-s-day

ahh... found myself in a habit of sleeping earlier and waking up earlier nowadays. a semester ago, you'd be betting on fool's gold to see me alive at this time. now i'm up, and ready to complete the trememdous amount of work that lays ahead today.

i think i've been sort of irrational of late. certain things you just don't have control over; like my dad's illness, or people and friends, or work. in these instances it would be foolish to worry incessantly over events i have no influence with. sure, i can dedicate portions of my time to worry and make sure things turn out for the best, but ultimately i should just make peace with the final outcome. as Eunice mentioned the other day, there is a plan, and i should learn to learn lessons from it, and not question the wisdom or logic of the plan.

most of the people in my batch found ourselves in Pearl's apartment at midnight this morning. we were throwing a surprise party for her 21st birthday. not much of a surprise actually, but hey at least everyone who should be there was there. it's nice to get together like that once in a while. i mean, these are the people whom i've known the most in my time here in ann arbor. i hope there would be more opportunities like these to come together again.

Mr Peh: hey thanks for asking about the weird dream, i'm fine i guess. it's just really funny because like i said before, i have not visited those people for so long, yet still manage to dream of them; i even had to seek their forgiveness for something in which they obviously are in the wrong. it was as if the subconscious is asking me to forgive and forget.